Well...within the last few months of dealing with intense panic attacks. I have lost my friends, some family, and most of my sanity. Yesterday, I just lost my boyfriend of 7 years because he doesn't understand panic attacks. I try and explain but he just doesn't seem to get it. I have a 2 year old son and I am being threatened by him that he is going to be taken away because I am unstable (which im not, unless you consider panic attacks making a person unstable) . I am a great mom and have never let panic attacks get in the way of caring for my son. I am not quite sure how much more of this I can handle..panic attacks are controlling my life and taking every little of life I have left in me. I am going to keep fighting these and hopefully someday I will learn how to make them go away. Not sure how much more of my life I can lose.
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