Today was so bad.I went to the hospital to learn how to help my father at home,He is a stroke victom.My husband desides to egg my daughter on who has emotinal problems.All hell breaks loose .I had to turn my cell off and ignore everyone,for my fathers sake,he is all most 80 years of age.A remarkable man.I left the hospital.wandered around for 5 hrs.took medicine just so i could go home.It pains me to know i need to take meds just to make it through my day.Ihave a mother in law ,sister in law,19 year step daughter a 5year old,2 year old grandson a 22 and 18 year old daughter all depending on me and I can not make it through the day without the help from meds.I feel like such a failure.I do not want to let thease people down.I just could not come home with out relying on meds.it makes me feel bad but i do not want to end up in the hospital.
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