My very first attack happened while I was driving about 15 years ago. Went through lots of counseling and meds. Found that Paxil was the drug of choice and has been working up until lately. I am in the middle of a divorce, my daughter is away at college and my son is traveling with his grandparents for the summer. I went from my parents home to being married at 18 to my husband. So this is the first time I have had the opportunity to be alone. I am fine at home by myself, but it is the driving by myself that scares me. I tried to drive to the store by myself yesterday, something I have done several times before, but for someone reason I started to freak out. I can't stand feeling like this and I don't want to get stuck in a rut again. I want to control my life not let it control me. Any advice?!?!?!?!
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