does anybody feel like they have a label stuck on their forehead that says something like "freak"??? sometimes whenever I get nervous, I just feel like everyone is staring at me and watching for me to make kind of mistake so they can all laugh together. I wish I didn't feel this way. It is so incredibly hard for me when I can't sit all the way through a class, church service, or stand in line a walmart. Things are hard when I get these kinds of feelings. I hate it.
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