Im home alone...none of my support group that i call is answering their phones, i just took some sort of medicine that my friend gave me and i cant remember its name!!! I can't breath my heart is beating fast. I know im just overly tired and a bit hungover (the combination always causes me the worst panic attacks) but even though i know that its not calming me down. Last time this happened i ended up in the ER and i can't do that again its a waste of time and money. My New Years Resolution is to become all around healthier so i cant get rid of these things.i know i need to stop drinking, but its so hard. I dont even drink that much! But everytime i drink even if its not that much i wake up still drunk and then it turns into a huge hangover which turns into me freaking out! Im so sick of this! Its like a vicious cycle! Anyways i think the medicine is call adoran? I dont know somebody HELP ME!
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