Hi everyone... My name is Kellie. I am 23 years old and I have suffered from anxiety for as long as I can remember but it peaked into unbearable panic attacks about 4 years ago. I obsess about bodily symptoms especially skipped beats and dizziness. I constantly worry I am going to faint. I am afraid to go places alone and to be alone. I am so darn sick of all of this, and I just want to be normal and I would just like friends who understand me. I have been in and out of so many jobs because of this and I just want my life back. There are days that I feel symptoms for days and worry and worry... I just don't want to be a burden to my friends and family anymore and I want to feel independent. I have tried ativan, that seems to help. I have probably tried 5 therapists but leave after a month because I feel that they don't get me.... :( Well if anyone needs a friend, I am a great listener and could use one....
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