I hate panic attacks and after almost dying ( which you would have to read my journal to find out why,to long to type again) its just worse now maybe.I mean im on zoloft,risperdal,clanazepam plus coreg which is heart med and fluid pills.Have not been alone in months and just was praying after baby was born things would get better but found out today NO! I just want a drug that works! No more panic attacks but does not knock me out! I'm hurting people around me emotionally because of this.Just so upsetting :( I need advice for my fiance,poor guy has put up with alot and I don't deserve him.He lost his job mostly because of me and still no job but looking.Any advice for him? Or for me?
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