ok so here is what happened today and i need some advice. I was at this place called threshholds (a good place for people with probs to go) and there is a girl i like. she asked me out to dinner. I freaked out, and did the worst possible thing and could not talk to her, i could not even look at her. someone said something like oppressing all human emotions and i am not sure if it was directed at me or what. I texted the girl and said that i feel bad about what happened (i am not even sure if i did or did not do something wrong) so i said sorry and asked if i did anything for her to let me know. I am not sure if that was a stupid thing or a good thing or what. At this point she and others at that place may think i am really nuts and i am not sure what to do. It was as if my mind went blank and panic set in and i really want to talk to her and all but just can't seem to, i can't seem to be there if that makes sence it is like i get so scared my mind stops and goes away. What should i do, should i try and text her again? Should i call my pdoc and let him know? has anyone else had this happen?
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