Well, I've been doing real good at going to work now for awhile until this morning...I had to leave yesterday morning because I forgot my meds at home..got home and a few hours later, had a seizure. I recovered ok and didn't need the hospital, so I got up this morning like any other day, went to work and absolutelt froze in the stairwell. My husband had to come in the building and physically take me out. My back hurt so bad from getting tense and I couldn't let go of the things in my hand. I started crying and sobbing and hyperventalated all the way to the car. Then I thought people in other cars cld see me so I had to hide & duck down in the car. 15 minutes later I was okay. Now I am safely at home. Nothing worked today...not the deep breathing, not my comfort word, not even the klonopin...today sucked and made me more afraid of tomorrow.
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