so today I got my little surgery to get my new iv line it goes all the way from my uper arm all the way to my heart and im very sore my shoulder just throbs! im just beyond exhausted and just havent slept in forever im really running on empty! I feel nothing but anxious and panic! all my roomate did last night was scream and yell and the nurses wont move me so I can get some sleep and im feeling extreamly frustrated about that and its adding extra stress and anxiety on me! im just so sick of feelin like im not getting better and I feel like this infection and anxiety is litterally taking over my life! I need sleep and I cant sleep! im so desperate for sleep! my whole body just throbs esp my back and have muscle spazing and its just awful! its bad enough that just the thought of being n the hospital makes me anxious enough and all this extra stuff added on doesnt help! I feel like packing up my stuff and just saying peace out and leaving against doctors orders! any advice? they give me pain meds morphine but it only works for a little makes me pretty calm and then when it wears off its like ten times worse anxiety! any advice? much love kayla
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