I fear fear the most. When my Dr. asked me, so what if you do have a heart attack and die- you won't know the difference. For me, it isn't really the fear of death, it's the feeling of fear before the death. Currently, I am agoraphobic. When I do leave my house, I am so scared that I will panic. My panic is physically overwhelming- mentally, I know this is just anxiety and it will pass, but the physical aspects are paralyzing. This is what I am afraid of. THe more afraid of it I am. the more guaranteed I am that it will happen. It's an awful vicious cycle. Can anyone relate?
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