i am married into a huge family that thinks they have no problems!! they are the most judgemental people i have ever met and i swear this has brought on the panic attacks i have been having. i know that they all talk so much crap about everyone in their lives that i know i am talked about. i have done nothing to them, yet i am the topic of conversation all the time. i know no one likes me and they are so fake around me all the time. my problem is i really care about what they think i don't know why i do, but it effects my life. i have panic attacks thinking about it. and whats worse is that i kiss there ass and never speak up and stick up for myself. i don't know whats wrong with me. i take everything out on my husband and it has put a huge strain on my life. i need some advice on how to deal with this. i have tried medications and i can't stand the weight gain. sometimes i just want to stay in my house and never be around them, but even then, i freak out. help
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