recovered completely? I didnt leave my house one time for almost 4 months and then POOF one day I was completely better, no panic attacks, traveled the world. and then about 3 years later I had a panic attack and relapsed, and now I've had them everyday for a year and a half straight. I RARELY leave my house and if I do its within the 5 blocks of my section of the neighborhood. Lost my job, the love of my life, all my money, friends, i have no life at all. I'd love to hear recovery stories, or even other peoples stories on how bad they've been at times. I sometimes have trouble sitting on my front porch. I do not take any meds, I never will either. I've always been a health freak, i work out daily, eat healthy and never took recreational or medical drugs. funny thing is i've been told by doctors that im healthier than anyone they've seen, but I just cant shake these odd symptoms, i never feel "right" or "normal" always like im dreaming or headaches or just feel "empty" inside... i feel like im a shell of a human with nothing inside. I haven't enjoyed a day in yearssss. hope to hear back from you guys!
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