im feeling so horrible ive been really sick all day and night ive had a fever all day and night and just keep having panic attack after panic attacks because im stressing so much over being so sick I think I have a pretty good idea of what made me so sick bc im under so much stress and anxiety lately and when I was born I was born with a syndrome that causes me to be in the hospital alot for iv antibiotics and I was just in there last feel days of june into july and now I am sick again! and stress is one thing that is very HIGH with getting me sick bc I really cant take stress not that all you can either but stress triggers me being very ill and causes me to get my infections and stuff and ive had a really high fever all day and night of 103.9 and it just wont break im really trying to decide if I should just go to the ER but I really dont want to go so I think im just going to try and sleep it off and pray that whatever is making me so sick that it will go away by the morning and if my fever still hasnt broke then I will go to my doctors and go from there but since its 2am nothing is open except for the er and I dont feel like waiting 50 years when I can just wait for my doctor to send me and it will go much faster knowing I have to stay in the hospital for meds. but being sick is just making me feel so anxious and just cant get rid of my panic attacks ive litterally had it for like 4 hours and it just wont stop the longest iver ever had one for. and im sorry it seems like I must get really annoying posting messages about the same stuff over and over because I feel like a broken record im so dumb and annoying! I make myself annoyed and im soooo sorry if all you feel the same way as well.. well im going to try and get some sleep and see if i can feel a little better thanks for listening to me ramble! goodnight and good morning pretty much since its so late...
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