Is it enough just to love? I love my husband, my children and my life. Is that enough? It should be. And yet, this big, bad, ugly thing has happened in my life and it has caused me way too much misery. The why of it can not be answered in any concrete way. Shouldn't it be enough to have the love of my husband the way I do have that love? Why is it that I can love someone else? I know the heart is capable of infinite love but when it's wrong to love someone else why can't I close off those feelings? I want to and I have committed myself to not follow through but SHIT, I still feel it. It's tortuous and degrading and I hate it. I want to stop these feelings and yet I can't. Does that make me weak? What does that make me???? I don't know. All I do know is that this is wrong and yet I still feel it.
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