Since I cheated i have been on a path that I feel i am destroying myself..for the destruction i have done to my relationship.. I smoke constintaly and drink like crazy. When my love is around I am ok we have such a good time together always have it just meshes so well. I really hope we can make it through this this time... I try to not drink so much but i just cant at times I know that I smoke so much more than i ever have..
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