I cheated on the love of my life in aug then again just recently.. I didnt want to at first but eveyone was telling me this stuff he was doing and I just felt so lonely and lost and all these emotions were coursing through me. I know now that I have no self esteem what so ever.. He forgave me for the first one but is unable to get past it this time.. I never didnt love him and never wanted to do it but I guess with my self esteem being so low and all the gossip going around it got to me.. I am not trying to make excuses just trying to make me better in hopes that we can work this out.. any suggestions.
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