Ok So it's been a long 4 months. Found out...stated he had to stop contact...he told me no...I said yes...He said OK. He lied. Damn cell phone bills. But it had decreased. Told him again no contact... He said OK. Nope didn't happen. Really long story short, a couple of nights ago he told me he was having a hard time. He loved her, and me...didn't know what to do. I became infuriated and stormed off...gone packed a bag. Came back cause after a couple of miles I remembered I had ZERO dollars. Had more conversation...went to bed. Told him the next morning on the phone he had to make a choice...he came home from work conversed some a little loud and I told him make a decision. After I finally gave him a chance to talk he said he had made a decision and he wanted me and his family. I insisted he call her in front of me and tell her it was over. He texted her...but I read it. Now finally to my question...during our LOUD conversation he told me at least twice the "contray to my belief...she loved him, he also told me that she was better in bed!!! Why would he do that. After deciding that he wanted to be with me he had to get a JAB in. Just wondering if any one has any insight. Oh by the way I responded "that I wasn't a skank and hadn't been with a thousand men and That I had only been with him,( it's true he was my first and only) so if I wasn't good enough in bed then it was because I had a bad teacher." I know it was mean but true. Thanks for info.
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