we are finally getting in somewhere for our daughter to be tested, finally after almost 8 yrs of dealing with behaviors and moods and other things we are going to be tested. after going from docter to docter to therapist and being put through the ringer someone is listening and looking and saying yes this child needs to be tested. they called ysterday the first visit is set for the for the first week in feb. then we will have testing after that. they are going to be testing for autism/aspergers spectrum, hopefully we can get the right kind of support and help to make her life easier and our life liveable, I hope I am not sounding like a horrible mom in saying I want something wrong with her, I would rather not have anything wrong with her, but I know she is different from the othe kids and I want to know why and what we are dealing with,I love her and I want to help her to be the best she can be, I will always have guilt in thinking I should have been a better mom or done sonething different, or fought harder to get more done for her. I am fighting now and I will continue to do so,,
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