IM DESPERATE. MY 9 YR OLD IS IN DENIAL THAT SHE HAS ODD AND DOESNT WANT TREATMENT. IN ORDER TO GET OFF THE MEDS SHE LIED TO AN ATTORNEY SAYING I WAS MISTREATING HER AT HOME AND THE COURT TOOK HER FROM ME. I HAVE NEVER HIT OR ABUSED MY CHILD, SHE HAS BEEN VIOLENT TOWARDS ME, AND HAS BLAMED ME FOR EVERYTHING....IM ALWAYS AT FAULT!!! SHE IS BEING TOLD HORRILE THINGS ABOUT ME BY HER DAD AND SHE BELIEVES HIM......I LOVE MY CHILD AND WANT TO FIGHT FOR HER, BUT IS IT WORTH THE SUFFERING, THE FIGHTING, THE ABUSE, AND THE DEFIANCE SHE DISPLAYS IN MY HOME AND AT SCHOOL DAILY? I HAVE A 3 YR OLD IN THE HOUSE WHOM I AM WORRIED FOR. I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO. I AM ALWAYS WALKING ON EGG SHELLS AROUND HER AND SOMETIMES CANT CONTROL THE EPISODES. SHE HAS RUN OFF,AND AT TIMES EVEN FALSLY ACCUSED ME OF TREATING HER BADLY WHEN SHE IS MAD AT ME......IM AFRAID OF MY OWN CHILD.
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