well my daughter had a therapy session today. she decided that she did not want her play time with her friend interupted. but she does not like to miss school either, so that is why we have the 5:oo app. she refuses to cooperate at the office, so the therapist tells her that she can leave today, because she is not going to fight with her, so we come home, she is happy when we get home, until I tell her that she cannot go back to her friends house tonight, it has just went downhill from there,, name calling, threatening to shoot me, herself. then she had the two little ones crying.(that is what sets me off,) I just want to shake the crap out of her for doing that to them, but I don't. we are suppose to go to the pumpkin patch saturday with some friends she has allready started in about that,, going to be a long weekend, ugh.. I hate these kind of days,, I think the therapist thought she was helping to keep the evening calm by letting her go on home, I told her before we left it was not over, why, I just keeping asking myself this,.,. I knowshe has ODD, but there are days I justwantit to be a bad dream and wake up to not having these evenings at home, there is no one to hand her off to,, the little ones and myself are stuck with her when she is like this, I love her and yet when she is doing all this,, I look at her and resent her for doing this to her brothers and sisters,, then I feel bad for thinking that, and think that as long as I have those feelings God is not going to help me get through it,, ugh,,,,,
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