I have ocd, which focuses on dieing, illnesses ,like if my back hurts I think my kidney's are failing or like today I think I have ms because my legs feel weird. No medicines have worked for me and there is no help from counselors etcwhere I live, I am at my breaking point, 7 yr's with no help at all and wanting to kill myself every time this happen's, because I can't deal with it on my own any more, Lately I have come to the point of actually doing it but I am scared to die alone. I don't know what to do any more. Does anyone have any suggestion's ? or has the same ocd thought's I have about having all these illnesses ?
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