I am just a regular girl who loves to go out, and everyone thinks I am perfect. I have 2 bestfriends wich I love and adore, they are the best people ever. The thing is the following, I think I might become too obsesive with them, I mean if they feel bad, I feel to, if they dont go out, I dont want to go out, and everything is them them them, and at a point I start to forget about me. most people I have talked to say its normal, because we have such a close relationship, but the thing is that this is starting to afect me BIG TIME. and maybe it sounds stupid and noone can understand me. But I am sick and tired of feeling this way, but at the same time I just cant be around them. Its like I have already a dependency on them, and that is so wrong. I dont know what to do, because I really dont want to be like this anymore. All the time on the only thing I am thinking is them them them, and I KNOW ITS WRONG AND I WANT TO GET OVER IT..............................! its fine to have a close relaitionship with your friends.. but this is starting to become a sick obssesion that I just want to get over with! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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