i am always suspecting he has those sort of thoughts about me so i always feel weird and guilty and on guard ... he has never done or said anything out of line, other than an occasional comment about the size of my boobs if i am wearing a low cut shirt, but he doesnt say it in an inappropriate way or anything. and me and my husband and my dad and his g/f went out for drinks last night and i got really drunk and had inappropriate thoughts and i am afraid i was feeding into them a little, where if i were sober i would be uncomfortable with them. i dont know ... its so embarrassing and uncomfortable to think or feel that way when i really dont want to. has anyone else experienced anything similar?
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