I can't seem to get myself together. I was doing so well, and suddenly I start having intrusive thoughts...again! I'm so worried that I'm a predator, and that I'm capable of molesting children, but I'd never do such a thing!!! I feel like ramming my head into a wall. I just want to cry! I don't have a sex life with my fianc anymore. I sit around wondering what my problem is, and then I start to think that maybe I am a child molester, or a lesbian and thats why I'm not interested in him, but that can't be true! Does anyone know what I'm going through! I'm 21 years old and I can't stand living like this! I want my sex life back, and I want clean thoughts again. Please don't judge me. I hate this too :(
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