So I have had OCD for several years and when my daughter was born I had to deal with the sexual ITs. I would be scared I wiped her inappropriately or random things like that. Well I have been doing well for a few years now until a few weeks ago. I stopped my meds because I thought "I was fine". Well she is older now and came to me and said mommy I'm itchy. Of course in her private area. It looked a lil red so I wiped her and was going to put some cream on her. I only wiped her once and it lasted all of a second or two. At the very end of the wipe I got some sort of freak thought like I was doing it inappropriately and I freaked out. I have been in a bad depression and anxiety since then. Can't eat or function I feel like I have violated my sweet girl somehow. I know it's just a thought but it happened while I was wiping her so makes me feel like I acted on it! Leaving doctors now to get back on my meds but I am one broken hearted mama
This weekend I was challenged to a Fitbit challenge. I don’t believe I’ll get where I need to be, but your support would be appreciated all the same. Hugs,Star.
Each day I’ll change the question. Your job is to answer what you like more. Okay? Here we go!!!Apples or Oranges?