My OCD focuses on a lot of different things but one big thing is sickness/illness. It's as if any time i'm in a good mood my ocd will make me think about some disease that i possibly could get and therefore all i can think about it getting sick/dying. it really upsets me because i'm young and every time i think about my future its as if my ocd gets triggered and i think "Well what happens if i get this disease or that disease.." i don't know maybe its fear that my dreams/goals will never be realized. whatever causes it, i just want to know if i'm alone in this...all i want to do is think about the future without worrying about what negative things may come my way.
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