hi people i just wanted to share something that i dont know if its related to the ocd or not but my selfsteem is completly crazy i mean somedays i feel fine somedays i feel like crap and sometimes it just fluctuates by the minute. for example about my looks, i've heard all the things that should make me feel good about myself like compliments, etc. but sometimes i can't help to look in the mirror and see this ugly, unatractive, awkward dude and sometimes i look in the mirror and its alright i actually feel goodlooking, now it doesn't matter how much girls look at you or tell you they like you or give you compliments, etc. I still cant shake that feeling of uglyness and i know that this is dumb and that it shouldnt matter the way i look so i end up feeling like a shallow, spoiled, horrible person complaining about this buti still can't stop worrying about it, and then i end up staring at the mirror for hours so i dont know if this is a compulsion to an obsession or if im just... well... shallow... just wanted to know if anyone relates... thank you...
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