I am so in need of talking to others that have OCD. I just recently relapsed on 12/28/07. Can even give you the day everything changed. My mom stayed at our house over Christmas and prior to that, we hadn't spoken for over a year. I was sexually abused by my dad and I have always had a rough relationship with her too. I feel I relased the day after she left was because of unresolved issues I have with her. What do you think? Now I don't know what to do with myself. The obsessions are over bad thoughts and thoughts that I might have had sexual thoughts towards my daughter when she was little and on and on they go. I know that I would never hurt my kids, but the obsessions are over that too and any other thought that makes me want to believe that I'm a bad mom. I have lost all peace of mind and I'm scared. I want to go back to the way I was and I don't know how I got through it last time. I guess you would say that I have the pure O type of OCD. I keep obsessing on the thoughts, because I am always questioning whether the thoughts are really OCD or I am just crazy.
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