I run my family nutty. I have a fear of catching something. I don\'t like people touching if they do I feel I have came in contact with a bad germ. I become fearful around if someone is not feeling well around me. I feel I can\'t breathe and I have to get outside and breathe fresh air to get the germs from getting me. I sometime wash until I am red. I are leery about two certain numbers, of I see them or say them out loud somethnig bad might happen. I have a fear of saying or seeing something bad, that it will happen. I alway have to make sure everything is in order. I even find myself arraging the candy at the checkout thats on display or something else on the shelf. I also am fearful that I am not clean or look neat and in order. Is anyone out there like this??
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