I seem to make the same mistakes over and over. I don't know if it is self doubt, wanting reassurance, or pushing my limits, but I seem to keep making these mistakes. I know they are bad for my disorders, but maybe they make me feel alive, useful, sexy, wanted...etc...maybe just being plain obsessive in life across the board. I just don't know how to expose this and stop screwing up. Sorry for this post, I just needed to write out my thoughts to try to feel vulnerable and face uncertainty.
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