I have a new topic that I am obsessing about pretty heavily and wanted to know if anyone else has run across this (I think its common). For the past couple weeks I have been obsessing that I am gay. Not that I have anything against people who are, I think its just the idea of being uncertain that scares me. My whole life I have been attracted to the opposite sex, although I have never really had a successful relationship with a woman (probably because of my OCD...great). I dont think you can just be gay because the thought comes up, but the idea of the whole thing is, at the very least, anxiety producing. I find ways to check myself and am now avoiding hanging out with guys in general (I know that doesnt help, but I do it anyway). Any thoughts?
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