Has anyone ever had one of these? During a time of multiple stressors (moving, illness, marital & money problems, etc.), my OCD was off the charts and I think due to having an inner ear infection (labyrinthitis - it makes you lose sense of balance)and the combo of all the medications, I went into a dissociative state where I was "gone" for about 4 days. Hubby said my eyes looked possessed and I wouldn't eat or drink or shower. He had to watch me 24/7. In my mind, I was in Purgatory and I was going from one "complex moral dilemma" to another and had to resolve them and move onto the next and then I learned that I would be doing this forever and I had a sense of what neverending eternity was. (It was not a good feeling). This was a punishment for all my life failures. I came out of this dissociative state when my Dad flew in. Hubby had called him. This totally freaked me out. I'm still scared about it at times. I hope it never happens again. Any ideas what this was?
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