I am very aware of the way my heart is beating all the time. Sometimes it is as though I can hear it and feel it more then I can hear or feel anything else around me. I constantly have to check my pulse. Friends and family sorta stare at me everytime I bring my fingers to my neck to feel my pulse and count the beats. I feel as though Im probably the only person who does this. But what Ive learned on DS is that your usually never alone!:) Please share!
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