Hey all. After looking at everything here I'm starting to wonder if I have some mild OCD. I need things to be symetrical, if they arent it really annoys me. I work in sally beauty supply (not my "real job" im an out of work nanny haha) and we have these eye pencil sharpeners in a display, there are two rows, the first row is kept full, and if there are an even number in the 2nd row they cant be symetrical and i just walk past it thinking god that looks awful. when somebody buys one and i can fix it, it makes me happy. and for some reason, i cant let the microwave countdown get to zero and beep. if i get distracted, which is rare, and it gets to zero and beeps i'll just swear. i dont really get upset, i just dont like it. it feels like i lost a game, and i'll run across the room to open the door and keep it from beeping if its under 10 seconds. i do things like procrastinate so bad that i did not renew my car registration or get it inspected until after i got pulled over and got a 200 fine. (it was about 4 months overdue) and i cant throw things away, ever. so that makes for big messes, what if i need it :( it pains me to get rid of anything that is still good. thanks for any input you guys have!
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