This should be a post on eating disorders but I can't go there. Just can't. This is really the only ocd thing that is really getting to me right now. I want to think about eating all the time. If it isn't restricting, it's bingeing. Something I never did before. Still don't, but it's like it's always there. Always after me. Ick. Otherwise, I've come to a pretty good place. I know it has to do with my daughter's tendencies toward ed, but that's all the more reason to keep myself from going there. I had lost a little weight. It felt so good. But I put it back on again because I can't show her that kind of example. I feel awful. Just wanted to vent.
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