Hi, this is Version27, my real name is Matthew, I'm 27yrs. old, that's where the 27 comes in, in Version27. I have severe, crippling and disabling ocd. I've never had a date, and I'm looking for a good Christian girl, even though, right now, I'm pretty upset with God, with all that I'm going through, thanks to ocd, which I have had since 1999.I seem to be the exception to the rule, usually it's always girls, that don't get return phone calls, or guys that just want one thing, but in this case, I'm the guy, and I'm getting that. All the girls that I've met, they've always been interested in that one thing, when they find out that I'm not interested in a one night stand, there not interested anymore. Again, I'm 27 yrs. old, never had a date, and most guys would'nt be proud to say this, but I am a virgin. I'm beginning to think, there are no girls out there, that are saving themselves for marriage, like me. For me, it's not just a religious thing, it's a personel choice. That's something that I would only want to share, with the person, I want to spend the rest of my life with. I live in a very tiny town, with my ocd, it makes it hard to get out in public and meet people, although, honestly, I don't know where I'd go, if I could. A lot of times you hear about people meeting at a bar, which to me, sometimes is a red flag right there, or at work, which I am unable to work at this time, due to my severe ocd, or through a friend, which is also hard, due to the fact that I don't seem to be very compatible with my own generation. While I have a lot of friends, there all in there early to mid 40's. If there's a good mature girl, an age difference, does not bother me, in either direction. Most of the time I feel, that I would be more compatible, with somebody older than me, like mid 30's. All the girls I've met my age and girls that are younger than me, seem so immature, and are'nt interested in the things, that are really important in life, not to saythat there are'nt some girls my age or younger out there, that are more mature, than the ones that I've met, but I just have'nt found one. If you did take the time to read this, sorry it was so long, hope I did'nt bore you. One little thing I would like to add yet, is I don't want to give the impression, that I'm a prude, forgive me if I gave that impression. I won't go into my interests, if somebody does contact me, I can always talk about that. As far as interest go, I will say, there is not much I don't take interest in, and the thing I'm probably most interested in, is music, because, it helps me cope with my ocd. Sorry, again this was so long. Hang in there everybody!
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