I keep having suicidal thoughts. It has been going on for about ten days now. It's getting confusing because now I obsess that it might not be that bad and I'll still be me etc. I know this is irrational but it confuses me and makes me very depressed with high anxiety. I don't believe I want to die in the first place but now everything is snowballing with every stressful thought. I haven't had these thoughts since i was 19. They are more suffisticated and complex now. Ever since my divorce last february I have been having OCD thoughts, depersonalization symptoms, depression, and anxiety. I just started on Zoloft. Does anyone think I want to die? I'm almost convincing myself that its not that big of a deal if I did and it confuses me. God I hate this. Any advice? brett
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