I saw a documentary on Jeffrey Dahmer about a week ago and ever since then i have had intrusive thoughts about him, about the freaky pictures i saw in the documentary, and intrusive thoughts that I might be capable of murder. It is crazy and it is freaking me out. I pray constantly to diminish the thoughts and it stops for a short while and then comes back. I have never had a obsessive thought that I couldnt kick after a few days, but this just wont quit. Im scaring myself, I feel like Im losing my mind. If I can take back anything it would be that I didnt watch that documentary. I just need someone to tell that Im not losing my mind. lol. None of my friends really know the extent of what my ocd is.
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