I dont know what to do anymore???I Cry my self to sleep at night. I pull my hair out because one hair is out of place. I spend hours in front of the mirror. I scrub my self until I bleed when I take a shower. Sometimes Ill get back in because I still dont feel clean. Its enough to get my heart going, to the point I cant breath. It makes me late for school...Sometimes I just want to kill myself even though I know I wont because I love my life just not this disease. I am going crazy, I cant do this aymore.
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