
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD) Support Group
Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a psychiatric disorder, more specifically, an anxiety disorder. OCD is manifested in a variety of forms, but is most commonly characterized by a subject's obsessive (repetitive, distressing, intrusive) thoughts and related compulsions (tasks or rituals) which attempt to neutralize the obsessions.
I hate to be needed and loved!

deleted_user
I have severe urges, to harm myself, and others. Not because I hate them, but because I want to kill myself but cant because I care about them too much and dont want to hurt them, so I want to kill them all, or commit some horrendous murder so that they hate me, and I am finally free to kill myself.
How do I get these thoughts out of my head, or at least manage them?
The more they support and love me the more I get angry, the more I wish they would all dissapear. What can I do?
How do I get these thoughts out of my head, or at least manage them?
The more they support and love me the more I get angry, the more I wish they would all dissapear. What can I do?

Jme5
i would go to the emergency room now and ask to talk to a crisis counselor.. there is also a website www.hopeline.com please talk to someone that knows how to help you the most. i was put on meds and it really helped. the hospital counselor was also very helpful because they know those answers. hope this helps. you can talk to me anytime that i am on. you can leave messages on my personal page too...

deleted_user
get to a psycologist asap or go to the emergency ward and ask to talk to someone

deleted_user
Yer i understand what your saying i had points where i wanted family members to die or disapare so i could get rid of my self because i dont like making people sad so if they was already gone then it dint matter really!
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