ok,to start off let me tell you I have had OCD for a long time.But my most recent obsession is the worst one EVER!! I have been through the hocd thoughts and many other obsessions but this one is the worst.I get paranoid when I come in contact with certain people,especially kids.I worry I might accidentally bump into them or touch them in a sexual way.For example; I bought my lil' niece a new outfit and she wanted to try it on,so I pulled up her pants like I always do high enough to where you can feel them stop,and you know they are up all the way.And as soon as I did here come the thoughts,"Did I do that on purpose?","Did I try to feel anything with her pants?","Did I feel anything?","Does this mean I'm a molestor?" I have thought of nothing else for the past week,and feel very depressed and disgusted.Has anyone ever felt this way? PLEASE if so I need HELP!!!!
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