ok im having a really crap day. The thing is that i really do feel like im the only one feeling this. sometimes i feel like im living in this parallel universe and everyone is trying to trick me into thinking this is OCD but really its that im insane or having a delusion. I know it doesnt make any sense. ARGHH. I also freak out that im about to hear voices and that maybe I didnt see what I just saw and that it was a hallucination! Seriously this is so crap! how can you tell your self that your really here experiencing what your experiencing when your head keeps telling you its all a lie or your pschizophrenic. My ears even feel funny like im about to hear something. I dont know how to explain it its dumb and i know its dunb but i feel like i just cant live the rest of my life this way. I have a son and want to have more kids but i feel like im walking the fine line between crazy and sane and maybe having another child would push me over the edge. Can someone help me if they are reading this.
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