Me and a friend of mine talked at long length during out nighshift last night.

She thinks i may have A mild form of OCD.

I am an absolute perfectionist, can't cope if something is not done right or if something isn't done. For example writing notes for my uni course, if i do something wrong ihave to write out the whole page again perfectly.

I constantly need things neat, for example i was doing revision and putting sticky notes on to a lined page of A4, i have to square them up with the lines perfectly.

I also hate getting my hands dirty, cooking is a nightmare, i'm forever washing my hands, so if i've touched something dirty on my car and have dirt on my hand i have to wash them. I don't constantly wash my hands

I constantly fear what i will say or do. For example i fear that i will tell someone something and it will come out all wrong or be taken the wrong way or something.

I am always doubting myself and others, some of this is my paranoia i know.

I always have to straighten things up like if a table mat isn't straight, or the curtains aren't haing right, or the double light swithes are not both the same way, my car radio is not on an even number, things have to go in a certain order.