I AM A VERY CLEAN PERSON,PERFECTIONIST WHEN IT COMES TO HAIR,CLOTHES,STUFF MATCHING...I CLEAN NORMALLY MY HOUSE ETC..BUT,OF COURSE I COUNT BY 2'S AND I COUNT MY FOOD,CUT IT ALL SAME SIZES NOW I CAN'T EAT MEAT.WHY?I LOVE TO EAT,EAT AND IT IS DYING ME CRAZY...BUT,THE WORST IS AND I AM SO EMBRSSED TO SAY,THIS.I CAN'T THREW ANYTHING OUT GARBAGE,EMPTY BOTTLES,NOTHING.I COLLECT IT ALL IN BAGS PUT IT OUT SIDE OR IN THE TRUNK OF THE CAR.BUT,YOU HAVE TO THREW IT OUT...OMG !!!!!!!!!WHY GARBAGE,BAGS,BOTTLES ETC...I HAD TO THREW IT AWAY AND ON GARBAGE DAY.I HAVE PANIC ATTACKSAND,GARBAGE DAY IS AROUND THE CORNER !!!!!SO,I DO IT AND THAN,I CAN'T...ANYONE,ELSE OUT THERE THAT DOES THIS.AND,OH IN THE STORE,PLACES I GO IPICK THINGS UP IT IS GETTING BETTER...BUT,I AVOID ALOT OF TRIPS,EVENTS BECAUSE OF IT,IF I LEAVE IT BEHIND I OBESSIVE ON IT AND PANIC ATTACKS...I AM IN COUNSELING THEY SAID IT IS OCD AND IT IS HORADING..BUT,GEEZZZZZZZZZZ...AND,ALL THE CAPS AND DOTS ANOTHER OBESSION...THANKS...
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