For the past few years, I've had obsessions about an EX-Boyfriend. To be honest, he wasn't that great to me. Well, I've been in a relationship with my fianc going on three years. I often have dreams about me EX, and when I wake up I can't shake the dream off. I keep thinking about it over and over in my head. I'm feeling extremly guilty because I love my fianc more than life, but right now I'm feeling extremly distant from him. I'm currently seeing a therapist, and I found out that I'm Obsessive Compulsive. How do I deal with these emotions? Anything can trigger them. A song, a smell...anything! I'm feeling desperate for this EX and I can't quit figure out what I want from him. Am I crazy?!! My therapist told me I wasn't a bad person for having these thoughts. When he told me that, I felt like it was OK to think about my EX. I wanna crawl out my skin! It's like pressing on a bruise; it hurts but it feels good :(
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