OK , I have Pure Ocd , the things that more scare me are, becoming a crazy person and hurting people. Like getting Schizophrenia or something like that. Anyway I have had Ocd since little, I have never hallucinated anything , not one single thing. Anyway 6 months ago i got another onset of Ocd after watching a movie that showed a girl developing schizophrenia , anyway. After that i am obsessed with all i hear because i think i might hallucinate any minute, so i have to check noises i hear , or things i think i see with the corner of my eye, anyway when i get anxious is like my hearing focuces in long distant or background noise every single thing i hear i have to check, its so scary. I have never heard any voice like actual voice talking to me or something. The thing is every time is a different noise like the air conditioner noise, the people in the tv , like any sound that i cant explain right way i have to check ,like i just was in my house i heard like someone exhaling air , i mean it could have been my little sister she was sleeping just ilk everyone in the house is , or tv or something. but i got zoo scared because i coulnt hear it again i thought OMG!!! I just hallucinated, then i got focused on what i was listening my heart was beating so fast then i went to the living room all scared i think i hear like a woman little scream noise, maybe coming from tv or outside , then i think i heard the little sound my computer makes like i think swear , then air conditioner then something else. Does anyone experiences something like this , because if it was hallucinating woulnt be the same things always over and over, :(!!! i am thinking my anxiety is making me crazy, because all this started after i began obsessing with being crazy , before i had no problem !! has anyone had this problem please help!!
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