I dont know if this is OCD or not. This is what happens i will get a panic attack and it will scare the shit out of me but that is not the part that bugs me and makes me depressed and prevents me from living my life to the fullest. The problme as i see it is i constantly obscess over the same thoughts and my condition and just think about the same dam thing everyday and start to lose hope and just become tired of it to the point that i just dont want to live anymore becuase i feal i will never feal right. I dont think i could ever harm myself but still you know i just dont know is this OCD
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