Ive posted on these boards before with my fear of having schizophrenia. My psychiatrist has told me several times I do not have it, nor will i likely ever have it. But, if things were that easy, I wouldnt be posting on an OCD board. My mind constantly races with mental images, random sounds and songs. Its very annoying. Im constantly checking for hallucinations, which ive never had, but still check for, and I spend hours reading about symptoms. I seriously want to quit school and spend all day in bed. I am usually in full blown panic all day and its awful. Im seriously considering dropping out of college.
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