UGHHH!!! I remember posting to a topic that related to this, but now it is getting more and more frequent. My ex contacted me a month or so ago and I was excited and nervous to read the email. I LOVE my man who I am with right now and I want these thoughts out of my head. One time he asked why we had probs or something like that and I wrote back and then he comes back with something like we will never know then. I cant really remember the convo. He is in a relationship and after the holidays he contacted me and we just caught up. I am not obsessing over what that means if I was happy to read and write back. I told my bf he emailed me. I even felt guilty for feeling happy. Again, I love love love my man who I am with now, but there are always thoughts of that ex popping into my head now and it was another ex in the beginning of this relationship (that is prob bc I put him on a pedastal when I was in other relationships). Anyway, I found out the ex that emailed me works in the same town I do and I find myself going to the store and thinking I may see him. I just want to know that these are ocd thoughts!!! I love my man who I am with and love being with him. I dont want to lose him!!!
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